Sunday, February 22, 2009

Rinse, repeat

Repeat to yourself: "You can't change people. They have to choose to change themselves."

Repeat it a hundred times.

Maybe that will make it easier when someone you love is obdurately stupid.

. . . so far, though, it isn't working.

*sigh*

4 hours sleep last night. That's a little better. Still not enough, but better.

But I have enough left in me to say that I won't just walk away. At least not without prayer and time to think. Being pregnant makes one very easily influenced by passing emotions. Like rage and grief, impatience and pain. It overloads your circuits quickly, and you try to shut down the source.

It's far easier to be vague than to be precise in this matter. It's so incredibly stupid, all of it, and so incredibly sad. Prayers, please? Kthxbai. :-)

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